Screwed

Result was released yesterday and like everyone else, my heartbeat increased to the max when i decided to take a look. I knew I kinda screwed everything up in this sem, and while waiting for the page to be loaded, i was restless and worried about my result, especially ASM. I started to view my result with the gambler's way, which is to see one by one.

Scrolling down steadily, the first subject to popped up was critical reading and thinking, I got a B-, kinda disappointed because i was expecting at least B+, part of the reason i think was because of the coursework, which i believed it could be higher, oh well, gotta choose teammates wisely next time. When i scrolled down even further, I was shocked. The only word that keep repeating in my brain was FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. I failed my ASM, for the first time I failed in these 2 years of study. The biggest problem that leads to this result is definitely the lecturer for her incompetency to come out with better questions. Now i have to see her again NEXT YEAR, how suck is that. After seeing ASM, my mood was gone and i just scrolled to the bottom, dun even bother anymore and fortunately, i dint failed the rest, phew.

After cursing for a while, the second thing that worried me was my GPA and CGPA. Thank god they were more than 2.0 and my ptptn was saved.

This result just slapped me left and right and i hope the lazy part of me is been grounded so that I could get better result for next sem. Seriously, i cant allow any failure anymore.

PS: I dont think it is a good idea to tell my parents about that lol