Reluctancy

After a few days of CNY, fireworks, foods, drinks, wine and etc, it is time to go back to my headache uni life. I am not really in CNY mood in these few days despite  the happy mood brought by CNY. I had been thinking how to increase my CGPA while celebrating CNY, sad case huh? There are too many stuffs to be placed into considerations. When i recalled back those childhood memories during CNY, i was very happy whenever CNY is around the corner, you know, that kind of excitements, to play some fire crackers, received angpau and play around with cousins. When we grown up, these feelings are been replaced by stress experienced in life slowly,perhaps that is what we should be facing as an adult. Even now, i am reluctant to go back to Setapak, to be away from my home, although it is just 20mins distance.

Nevertheless, life still goes on and i should follow the flow, although i am not so having CNY mood, i am still happy to meet up with my friends XD. We talked, laughed and shared what we had experienced  since we do not further our study in the same university. Whenever i am with my friends, the feeling of loneliness and stress will just go away and i like that. Ofcourse we gambled a bit and the important things in gamble is not how much you win, it is the friendly atmosphere we experienced among friends.

No worries! I am gonna meet with more friends in this weekend! Cant wait!