Recently i realize tat i cant really control my emotion tat well anymore, or maybe i had reach my limit? i dunno. All i know is now i feel like i wanna go out n smash something while shouting like crazy ppl but i dint do tat. I am still controling it, the other me tat lies deep within my heart. It sounds crazy rite,lol, but it it true. I believe every1 have this problem.
For many years i dint even get mad n scold ppl just because i am angry with them. I dunno y i am tat nice even it is their fault. I dunno y i have to be tat 1st person to apologise when i argued with fren. Honestly i dunno. Maybe i dun wanna lost them, so all i need to do is just say sorry n they will be satisfied. I am not sure how long i can do this anymore, because i had been doing this for countless times n i am started to feel sick of it.
Just now i was informed tat the plan tomorow had to be cancelled. Yea, to be honest, i am angry, seriously angry. i am angry not because i cannot play tennis n badminton tomorow, i am angry because the team bio projects have to postpone now. We r suppose to finish 3 bio projects which are the insects, plants and ecology. So tomorow we r suppose to discuss about all these freaking projects.
Sometimes i feel like i should had suggested 2 ppl in a group for this insect bio project be4 the holidays, or i will just do it alone. I am really tired of this nonsense.Yea i understand tat we are not staying in the same place but we have 6 weeks of holidays u noe, 6 weeks times 7 days= 42 days . If sunday is not counted then we still have 36 days left u noe. Haiz, i am disappointed.
Now left onli around 24 days n we have to pass up when the skul starts.
Wat nonsense is this..............................
2 comments:
wee wee ar.... told you adi.. it's ok to be angry, it's ok to show ur angry. d more you hide it, the more u will go crazy. ppl are more open minded these days u noe.. mayb u shud tell them how u feel? if they dun understand and its their fault, well, i guess they arent real friends.
group work is like that lar.. bear with it. i went thru it. summore the whole thing became very serious - 3 of us had to stay up the whole nite, no slpn just cos 1 person didnt do her work. So yea, count urself lucky. if they dun do, push them to do it.
im pretty sure mushroom (you know who la) will give his full cooperation wan lah.
so relax and take a chill pill. in other words, chillax. =D
its nth edi, i am just wanna release my stress, not their fault.
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