Thursday, April 16, 2009

孤独

最近,我发觉自己对情绪的控制能力越来越差了,很容易被激怒。同时,我觉得没有人了解我,父母也一样。

今天,我的情绪不稳定,因为被弟弟的惰性给激怒。吩咐他做一件事他却找借口,就这样我本来的性情被破坏了,对所有的东西都很挑剔,很容易生气。这几年来我忍够了,每一次被他们或朋友激怒,却把情绪藏在心里。我真的希望有人能够了解我,开解我,可是却没一个会,包括父母。为什么每当你们的儿子生气时,却没有常识去了解我生气的原因,反而只会怪我乱乱发脾气。你可知道我有多辛苦吗?当我最需要你们的谅解时,你们却落井下石,我只好把已在口里的怨气硬生生地吞下。

我怕被我埋在心中的那一股不稳定的情绪已经开始倒数了,爆发只是迟早的事。

矛盾

再过几天,又有高六朋友生日了,大家决定要筹钱帮他们庆祝。说真的,现在的我却没了去年那一股热情,那股为朋友庆祝生日的热情。

三月八号是我的生日,不过就只有几位朋友庆祝我的生日。虽然没有蛋糕,不过他们却送了我礼物,我真得很高兴。高兴不是因为我收到礼物,而是他们还记得我的生日。当我收到礼物的那一刻,我真得很感动,虽然我的生日不幸与考试撞期,但是他们还是在考试完毕之后,将已准备好的礼物送了给我。

想起去年每当有同学生日时,我都毫不犹豫的出钱买礼物,算起来数目还不小。当我的生日即将来临时,我真得很期待,会有什么惊喜。过了一段时间,我真得很失望,彻底的失望。也许你们认为我很自私,不过我真的希望他们会为我庆生。

现在的我,真得不想再为他们出钱出感情,换来的却是冷漠。

Saturday, April 11, 2009

PC Fair

Today went to Kepong Sentral with michl around 10am to meet up with lam be4 we went to KLCC.
We missed the train according to lam,lol so we waited for the next 1. As usual,when me and lam r together, lots of jokes will just pop out from nowhere,haha.

When the train stopped at Kepong, surprisingly i saw Paik Hwa was there,lol. Then i asked michl to kacao her,haha. Paik Hwa, now u noe who michl is doing today lo,haha. Btw, now i noe y she canot go to OU tat was planned by me for today(but fail). And u noe wat is going to happen la paik hwa for wat u said to michl about the reason to ffk me,lolololol.

Basically we walked around from11am to 4pm and i felt like my legs were no longer mine,haha. In the end i bought 20cds for rm10 and graphic card for rm149. I hope tat i can claim from my mobile ATM machine aka father,lol. I spent around 1 or 2 hours be4 i bought the graphic card cuz there were a lot of stuff to considered such as the motherboard type la, wat AGPand PCIE la, wat DDR2 and DDR3 blah blah. I asked my bro to opened the cpu to check and confirm be4 i bought it and i was reluctant to buy because i afraid i bought the wrong thing. So i went to kaypoh other places and finally i bought it when i went back to the same place for the 4th times,lol. I think the fella also get fed edi cuz i keep bugging him with lots of questions everytime i came back,lol.

Ate some spaggetti for lunch around 4pm and it tastes good, somehow, although is quite expensive. My suggestion to had lunch in KFC was rejected by them because they dunwan. Sry la i am damn pathetic cuz i onli noe all those fast food restaurants,lol.

On the way back, me and lam were like talking jokes again and we laughed non stop in the train and i felt like my face muscles are not used to constant laughing due to lack of practices,lol.

Reached home around 5.30pm and it turns out to be a rainy day. At 1st i was tired but in order to make me felt better, i decided to fix the graphic card 1st and i think it is quite succesful, i think. Gonna ask zhee chuan the IT expert to double check for me again when he is free,hehe.

Muet exams are just around the corner and i dunno i am ready or not especially for the writing part. I want to get band 5 in order to survive, better. I need to start study now,seriously but my mind just wanna play,OMG.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Darn

F*** those HK people who stole my share in tarik tali. Wat to do, for centuries they are like tat,like to take advantages on other ppl.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Another Laugh My Ass Off

refer to this original version when watching the video sang by korean guy "touch my body",lol

Mariah Carey - Touch My Body


MC, you're the place to be
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah (OYeEeEeEeEeEeEeE)
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah (eEeEeEeEeEeEeEeEay)
I know that you've been waiting for it (i know that you bean waiting for me)
I'm waiting too (i'm weighing too)
In my imagination I'd be all up on you (inma inajinasin i be a lump on u)
I know you got that fever for me (i know u cop dat gever for me)
Hundred and two (hundrentu)
And boy I know I feel the same (bo i know dat fir sam )
My temperature's through the roof (my temperetthru)

If there's a camera up in here (if there's a camel up a hill)
Then it's gonna leave with me (then it's Gong Li with me)
When I do (I do) (when i do i do)
If there's a camera up in here (if there's a camel up a hill)
Then I'd best not catch this flick (then it's asbestos flaygon)
On YouTube (YouTube) (you too you too)
'Cause if you run your mouth and brag (coz if you run your mother break)
About this secret rendezvous (a bottle sicker run day boo)
I will hunt you down (i will hunt chu down)
'Cause they be all up in my bidness (coz baby i'm up in my beegees)
Like a Wendy interview (like a windy interview)
But this is private (but dis is prry vee)
Between you and I (bit two in eye)

Touch my body (tuts my barreh)
Put me on the floor (pull me on the flow)
Wrestle me around (wrestle me around)
Play with me some more (play it wit some more)
Touch my body (tuts my barreh)
Throw me on the bed (throw me on the bay)
I just wanna make you feel (i just wanna mek yu fill)
Like you never did. (like yu never dee)
Touch my body (tuts my barreh)
Let me wrap my thighs (rape me in my thighs)
All around your waist (uh around your ways)
Just a little taste (just a little taze)
Touch my body (tuts my barreh)
Know you love my curves (know you love my cock) lololol, i am dying,laugh too much
Come on and give me what I deserve (come on and give me water dessert)
And touch my body.

Boy you can put me on you (bo you can poo me on yo-)
Like a brand new white tee (lakka branoo eye-tee)
I'll hug your body tighter (i'll honk you berra tara)
Than my favorite jeans (den my favourite cheese)
I want you to caress me (i want you to caress me)
Like a tropical breeze (like a tropical priest)
And float away with you (a flororo with you)
In the Caribbean Sea (in the caribbean se)

If there's a camera up in here (if there's a camel up a hill)
Then it's gonna leave with me (den it's Gong Li with me)
When I do (I do) (when i do i do)
If there's a camera up in here (if there's a camel up a hill)
Then I'd best not catch this flick (then it's asbestos flaygon)
On YouTube (YouTube) (on you too you too)
'Cause if you run your mouth and brag (coz if you run your mother break)
About this secret rendezvous (a bottle sicker run day boo)
I will hunt you down (i will hunt chu damn)
'Cause they be all up in my bidness (coz baby i'm up in my beegees)
Like a Wendy interview (like a windy interview)
But this is private (but dis is prry v)
Between you and I (bit two in eye)

Touch my body (tuts my barreh)
Put me on the floor (pull me on the floor)
Wrestle me around (wrestle me around)
Play with me some more (play it wit some more)
Touch my body (tuts my barreh)
Throw me on the bed (throw me on duh bay)
I just wanna make you feel (i just wanna mek yu fill)
Like you never did. (like yu never dee)
Touch my body (tuts my barreh)
Let me wrap my thighs (rape me in my thighs)
All around your waist (uh around your way)
Just a little taste (just a little-taze)
Touch my body (tuts my barreh)
Know you love my curves (know you love my cock) OMG!!!
Come on and give me what I deserve (come on and give me water dessert)
And touch my body.

I'm gonna treat you like a teddy bear (don't you like a teddybear)
You won't wanna go nowhere (you won,wanna go Norway)
In the lap of luxury (in the labor luxury)
Baby just turn to me (boys just turn to me)
You won't want for nothing boy (you wanna run for nothing bo)
I will give you plenty (i will give you plankton) ??
Touch my body

Touch my body (tuts my barREH)
Put me on the floor (pull me on the flow)
Wrestle me around (lesson me around)
Play with me some more (play it wit some more)
Touch my body (tuts my barreh)
Throw me on the bed (throw me on the bay)
I just wanna make you feel (i juss wanna mek yu fill)
Like you never did. (like yu never dee)
Touch my body (tuts my barreh)
Let me wrap my thighs (rape me in my thighs)
All around your waist (araranyo way)
Just a little taste (just a little Tay)
Touch my body (tuts my barreh)
Know you love my curves (know you love my cock) hahahahahahahaha.....
Come on and give me what I deserve (come on and give me water dessert)
And touch my body. (and toss meh)

Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah (oyEe oyEe oYee)
Oh yeah oh yeah (oyEe oyEe)
Oh oh oh oh yeah (a a a a a ohyEe ohyEe ohyEe)
Touch my body...

OMG, some pls call the ambulance.....lol

Saturday, April 4, 2009

LAUGH MY ARSE OFF

Yesterday pik kei sent me some korean guy singing mariah carey song links.

Check this out


this is the best man,lol. Guruantee LAUGH YR ARSE OFF


"rape me in my thigh" OMG,rofl!!!
lolololololololololololololololololololol

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Review: Fast and Furious 4

Watched Fast and Furious 4 premiere yesterday night in cathay at 9.15pm thx to nuffnang free tickets yea!!!!!

Reached Ikano around 8.20pm for parking and me, ches and his bro walked to cathay to meet up with JG in cathay. Almost cannot took the tickets because our names were not in the list due to technical prob i think, but in the end i still redeem the tickets, but den the seat is like 2 row from the front,lol.



Generally, the show is quite exciting cuz of the driftings,lol. My heart beats like crazy when i was watching this show due to the superhuman driving skills of those acters,lol. Well, there is a scene tat is quite shocking for the audience as we are not expecting tat to happens.

Erm, if i continue i will spoil the fun for the rest of u ya. So in conclusion, if u r a guy, majority of u guys will like it, because it is EXCITING and i think tat most of the guys will envy their skills ( tat include me,lol)

Till den.....